abit sad.

I am kind of sad.
And somewhat feeling emo right now.
The news about CheukYing leaving us (and it might be even for good),
makes me feel sad.
I haven't been a really good friend to her.
We don't go out often enough.
urms. actually I think we never really went out tgr before.
sighh..
and now, even though I have more time than I have in the past.
I still am pretty preoccupied with things.
Perhaps, I am really bad at managing my time.
haish.. thus I am no longer in a position to advise/critise people on time management already.
sighhh..
I am not good.

Cheuk just msged me to ask me whether psychology or law suits her more.
I gave her my point of view,
but I didn't mention which suits her.
Just an advice.
Simple one, I hope it really helps.
I realise, I would really really miss her in church.
It's like even though, I am always with FLor's ex cellgroup..
but everytime I go church, she's the only one who greet me with a warm hug.
That always made my day! :)
oh dear.. I feel like crying.

TIME REALLY FILES!

ok. Before I start blogging.
I must thank two important persons.
(according to Flor, there's such thing as "persons",
SO don't correct me!)
I wanna thank KYAW ZIN HTET for helping me,
even though you have an important paper tml!!
and Eugene Toh for that brilliant suggestion! :D
You guys are my HEROES! :DD

okay. My day didn't exactly went all THAT well.
But NEBER MIND!
I am thankful that I had a well-deserved rest! :))
*smiles*

oh! I still have lots of things to accomplish before the year ends!
haha :DD

DA BIAN DA BIAN!

I AM FED-UP!
I am so not going to give a shit if this goes on can!
ARGH!

THINKING :/

Phew!
Finally CAN rest.
I can't believe me and Flor window-shopped
and shopped @ CWP for so long!
From ONE pm till EIGHT pm.
How amazing right?
And the end-results?
Tired legs.
And nopes, I didn't buy anything.
Flor ended up with a bigbig hole in her pocket.
And oh!
THANK YOU FLOR!
for the cap.
I still think it looks nicer on you :D

Good news for the day!
MEOWMEOW PASSED HIS PSLE ON THE DOT!
What a miracle!
haha. and the good thing is, he got promoted.
He called to thank me.
Alas, made me feel guilty.
:P
HEE.

Hmm..
Had been thinking about something since last night.
Something said by this character in the Channel 8 show,
and something else someone said,
triggered off my thinking.
yes, I know I think too much at times.
But I can't help it :/

A question to those who are in a relationship,
and those who are going to enter into one in the future..
Why are you (or Why would you want to be) in a relationship?
This is not a mere question to just ponder over the cause of you being in a relationship.
But rather, what you expect of it.
Think about it.
you would be able to understand yourself better :))

PAUL!

HEY!
PAUL!
WE WILL MISS YOU!
TAKE LOTS OF CARE! :))

(and he just went offline, just as I posted this :S)

thoughts.

Just woke up.
I'm sleeping lesser and lesser by the day man.
So deprived of a long, good rest.
Oh dear :S

Update on Yesterday.
Went over to find Jer.
He brought Bobby out when he came to pick me up lah.
And Bobby as usual was so high that he kept tip-toeing on my thighs.
And as a result, I had and stil have lots of scratches :'(
Watched The Prestige @ his place.
haha. Cool show.
No wonder he likes it so much.
Went for dinner after which.
Then went find his fwens.
Then he sent me back.
End of story.
hahaha.

Ok. Here's the main point.
Just now when I woke up,
I did some blog-hopping.
Then something came to mind.
Gene's discussion with me, last night.
sorry ah gene.
It usually takes time for things to get sink into my brain,
THEN I'll read into it.
Esp things, I have not given much thoughts into them.
Actually I DO agree with what Gene says.
Ok. Our discussion isn't any BIG secret between us.
We were talking about the maintenance of friendship.
And most probably, I'm guilty of some/ if not all parts that we mentioned.
Haha. I haven't been a great friend for as long as I lived.
But on second thoughts, I do TRY to make it a point to be there for those who need me.
I suppose so?

Hehs.
Seriously lah, I think me, Flor, Gene believes the same thing.
(though I may not be able to do all of it. but I do TRY!) :S
Ok, I believe that friendship maintenance is for forever.
It's a long term commitment,
like any B-G relationships you get yourself into.
(maybe for some, it's not the case)
Someone once told me that he found the friendship maintenance a very tough challenge to keep to
esp when you're a super busy person.
But I must say, it's even tougher for people in relationships.
'Cause they have three commitments to keep to in all.
Their Family, Friends, plus the Other Half.
And dun forget, we all still have the study/work commitment as well.
Oh dear.. What busy beings we all are!
But the thing is, everyone goes through the same thing.
We should never be too busy for our friends.
At least, that's what I've learnt since my last breakup.
Friends are the ones there to help you and get you back up on your feet.
Yes. We've our other halves that we have to commit our time to.
So does that mean friends don't matter anymore?
So you're willing to sacrifice friends just for ONE guy/girl who might or
MIGHT NOT be the one?
And when something really happens,
you might even realise there is no one there by your side.

Personally, I do not like those lamentings about not meeting up and stuffs.
It's like we have the invention of the HANDPHONE.
that you cld use to call and ask people out or even to catch up.
Eugene.. You have the rejection limit.
I think I have one that goes with yours.
Mine is called the Initiation Ceiling.
Like Gene, one gets tired when that one person is always doing the job.
seriously, the way friendship works, is a mutual thing.
It goes two ways.
And if it works, it goes a LONG LONG way :))

Gona do something about my life

today's a tiring day.
Brought Yin Ying for swimming.
And it poured.
But we swimswim till the lifeguard "beep"-ed at everyone.
Haha.. Then we went CauseWay point to eat and walkwalk around.
Then I sent her home.
She's a happy girl :))

and when I was home,
I watched "the wedding date" in my subconscious state of mind.
Was thinking about alot of things..
Random thoughts..plus the rainy day.
Made me really emo.
I need and want a future tense.
:S

haha

Congratulations to FLORENCE SIEW YU MIN!
on finishing her LINGUISTICS paper! :DD
so happy for you :)))

happyhappy day

It's a happyhappy day!
wheeeeeee!
It actually feels really good.
It's been so long since I last felt this way.
THANK YOU BOYFRIEND!
you made my day today! ^^

Me went to find my boyfriend at twelve on the dot.
THEN, we went to have lunch with someone who offended me this morning.
Wasn't very willing de.
But must give my boyfriend face mahs.

After lunch, we ran errands for his mummy.
then we went for BEE movie.
like FINALLY! :S
it's such a cute movieee!! ^^
*happyhappygrin*
After which, we rushed for Stardust.
Hmm.. Stardust was enchanted enough bahs.
Good storyline :)
I enjoyed it :D

Jer wanted to send me home.
But after we passed the msia customs,
I realised that his autopass wasnt in its original place.
And we had to trouble his parents to get it from his mummie's shop.
BOYFRIEND! you cannot be so insistent all the time de!
You know that I do not like troubling people :S
then when we finally reached spore,
we went to eat our favourite food!! :D
The usual.
yummielicious!! :)))

I am really really happy today.

:)

I'm smiling again ;)
hee..
today's service was great!
the sermon message was strong :)
It did me good :)
And! and! Carrola (duno if I spelt her name correctly) has a fabulous voice! :)
so much power and sounds so NICE!
:)

went to the book fair.
Walked ard for an hour or so.
Wanted to get nice non-fiction general books.
But, NO HAF!
So I ended up with three fiction novels.
ENGLISH LEH ( cause no have nice chinese ones :p)
Got one of my newly-bought novels, I actually bought it for its title.
I tot it was rather sweet a title.
it is titled " The Man who Fell in Love with His Wife".

after which, I went to meet eugene.
We sneaked into The Warren and Northvale to slot the flyers into letterboxes.
Very HOT and TIRING.
oops. I shouldn't be whining.
At least, I wasn't doing it alone.
:)
Then me and gene popped by at BABA's place.
despite knowing that she's sleeping.
evil me :p

Eugene just sent me my favourite song in college!
It's one of the songs I really liked,
for its catchy tune and crappy but sweet lyrics!! ^^
no kidding! :)
"You're my ice kachang.....
In this Tropical Heat... "
But I like the verses before the chorus TOO!
those are the great part :)
Somehow, while I was walking down memory lane,
as I listen to this song..
an idea came into my mind.
HEE..
Think about having your college friends coming together to perform this song on your special day :)
It's a sweet and touching scene right? :)))

not so happy day.

it's a not so happy day.
I feel sad, in fact.
perhaps, disappointed is a better word to describe.
I am tired.
I need a rest...
a good good rest..

WEDNESDAY

it's a Wednesday!
haha..
Later going out with my tuition girlgirl.
Then need to go collect the $$ from the troublesome auntie,
who has been pissing gene and gimsiong off recently.
I would really like to see how she look like man.

I am a happy happy girl.
you know why?!
'Cause I have chocolates to eat.
Wheeeeeeeee..
Jer's mummie bought the chocolates for me!
haha.. I don't know why also.
But it's DARK BITTER CHOCOLATE!
*loves*
Bet it's cause of jerjer's influence that everyone thinks I am an bitter chocolate addict :D
wells.. maybe I am, just dun nid to say out de :S
HEE..

:))) we should all be happy!

Been home for the whole day.
It feels so good to be able to stay home and just slack.
I guess, I just needed a good rest bah.
Oh wells.. Work will start tml.
and quoting Gene : " HUAT AH"
:))

Most of my dear friends are busy at the battlefield of examinations.
ALL THE BEST TO YOU PEOPLE!
GAMBATE NE! ^^

whilst people are fighting battles..
the guys are depressed at NS.
random people like me slacking..
and at times, we get dejected..
we get emotional..
we get moody..
we feel deprived..

But sometimes, we just need to remind ourselves..
that we should be happy :)

Now ask yourself,
when's the last time you ever had a good laugh?
when's the last time you look to the sky and smiled?
when's the last time you look at your parents,
and noticed a few more wrinkles they have?
when's the last time you gave someone a real warm hug?
when's the last time you cooked for someone you loved?
when's the last time you gave yourself a pat on the back?
when's the last time you looked in the mirror and liked what you see?
when's the last time you liked yourself for who you are?

Nownow..yes, we've all grown up.
But all those, are mere simple happiness..
we shouldn't deprive ourselves, and the people ard us of.
These simple happiness have always been in us.
It's just that, we sometimes lose ourselves...
we sometimes forget the innocent child in us..
We must learn to love ourselves for who we are..
and remember the simple happiness that made us smile..
Remember the first bite of icecream you had?
Remember the burst of rainbow that you've seen?
Remember your first kiss?
Remember that one hug you miss?
We should really be happy :)))

:)

Yesterday was like the perrrrrrrrrrfect day :)
*smiles*
finally I am free from commitments to the Taiwanese.
and I went on a date with Boyfren.
Game Plan was good.
Hilarious, yet heartwarming.
great show! ^^
then me and boyfren went to buy icecream from Meifeng.
Wheeee.. I was having craving for chocolate icecream, that's why.
Then, me and boyfren went shengshiong to find jelly powder for his mummie.
but we cldn't find any.
So ended up, he took a couple of random boxes,
whilst I grabbed my stuffs.
and off we went HOME.
haha.. the sad thing is, I'll only get to see him nxt saturday.
He is STARTING work nxt monday!
Jer!! JIAYOU!! ^^